Things get complicated

It's been a long time since I posted my last blog. Now as my house job is getting to its finish line, I still haven't decided what ill do and how to proceed to my future. Things aren't going good with me these days. I think my luck isn't favoring me at all. I do blame my self but my circumstances aren't favoring me either. It really sucks when I think of the future. Day by day I am becoming more of a pessimistic. Besides no one is happy with me and my performance even though im still doing my best.